Showing posts with label sexuality. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sexuality. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 3, 2018

Review: Frat Girl

Frat Girl Frat Girl by Kiley Roache
My rating: 5 of 5 stars
Dates Read: December 30-31

Melissa's Musings

The sociologist in me loved this book. It features Cassie Davis, a high school student from Indiana, who comes up with an interesting way to earn the first year of a scholarship to a prestigious college. Conduct a social experiment in order to conduct research on culture inside a frat house, social norms within Greek organizations, and potentially disband the frat. What she doesn't anticipate is the far reaching effects, both on her personal life, and the lives of the fraternity brothers.

My own college experience was far removed from Cassie's. I didn't go to any frat parties, I only had a few friends. But I could definitely still relate on some levels. I lived in coed dorms all four years, so there was the general banter between all of us, that's similar to the banter between Cassie and her "brothers".

My sophmore year of college I had a roomate much like Leighton. Complete with Louis Vuitton luggage, and the haughty attitude that said she felt she was much too good to be sharing a room with the likes of me. I endured the riduculous screeching of her sorority sisters when they stopped by our room and I happened to be there. Frat boys sleeping over, and the ridiculous drama that came with too much drinking, (Hers, not mine) Needless to say, I had a single room for the remainder of my college life because the experiences with this roomate were not ones I wanted to suffer through again.

Cassie as a character is probably not too much like me personally, other than studying sociology and gender issues. I'm not a girly girl, and she seems to be one, at least on some level. But I do like her edginess. She stands up for what she feels is right, and doesn't give a fuck about it.

So much so that at one point she almost blows her entire experiment when she bursts out of an interview room to talk to one of the subjects after the recount a painful experience. The researcher in me was thinking "Oh no, what are you doing?!?! The other part was thinking "I probably would have done the same thing.

The author does a nice job of intermixing formal writing, for the research parts of the story, and the parts that deal with some of the heavier subject matter when the characters are discussing feminism, and keeping it real, and genuine. Although I really could have done without the use of the word "fuckbois". That's just an annoying textspeak term to me, but I see why she used it.

As Cassie gets more involved both with pledging, and with her project, you can tell that its going to be difficult to see how this all will turn out. She gets personally involved, which I know would be hard not to do, social experiment or not. But, because of the experiment, her experiences and friendships are based on mistruths.

The "relationship" she has with Connor is stereotypical. He only wants one thing, and turns into an ass when she says no. Her relationship with Jordan is sweeter. Though I didn't find it overly ridiculous, like it could have been. It felt just right.

I also really liked Duncan's character. He's the perfect mixture of a macho football player but someone who also cares about people. Cassie really seems to have an impact on him, as is apparent in one of his last scenes in the book.

The serious subjects of the book are important, and dealt with well. This also gave me some serious laughs. Since this is an ARC, I can't quote directly, because I can't compare with the finished book, but lets just say there is a scene where the frat brothers talk about "laying eggs" that had me laughing pretty hard.

The twist from Peter at the end isn't really one I had expected, but I definitely appreciated it. On the level of the impact of Cassie's influence, and on a personal level, I agreed with what he had to say.

Given that Cassie has to propose a new project each year to maintain her scholarship, I think there's room for Roache to continue with these characters and I wouldn't be disappointed to see more of them, but I imagine it'd be difficult to maintain the quality and keep it fresh like this was.

Does anyone have any college stories they'd like to share? Do you think you might consider reading Frat Girl?

*I won a copy of this via Goodreads Giveaways*

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Author Spotlight: Debbie Martin

Hello fellow readers!



Today I am welcoming Debbie Martin, author of Chained Melody to Melissa's Midnight Musings. First let's learn a little about the book, then we'll learn more about the author herself!












About Chained Melody:


Publisher: Pink Press
Published: January 13, 2013
Formats: Paperback, Kindle
Pages: 428 
Buy the Book*: Amazon
* This book will be available to downnload FREE on Amazon on February 14th.

Synopsis:
When a man walks out of HM prison, it is with a decision to be made; a decision that requires him to review almost a lifetime of memories to be able to make it. Tom and Will are best friends from childhood and share vulnerabilities and self-discoveries the way only best friends can, but in their teens, their lives take two very different routes. Tom joins the army and Will goes to university at a time when the aftermath of the psychedelic sixties has openly embraced more exotic behaviour. Tom discovers the reality of life and death in Northern Ireland and that showing courage is nothing to do with display.  Will learns that what he thought he was, he isn’t.
                Since childhood, Tom has always been the alpha male and Will the enigma. Childhood experiences have influenced Wills view of the male-female relationship, but the bizarre and flamboyant he experiences in the Kings Road shop he works in, and his own confusing sexual experiences bring him to a cross-roads in his life when he realises that he feels the same as the pre-op trans-sexual he accidentally sees undressed whilst at the shop. He decides he is a woman in a man’s body and he must make the transition to find true contentment. As he starts the journey towards his dream, he experiences the prejudice, violence and abuse which regularly dog those treading a different path, but also friends and allies in the most unusual places. In the meantime Tom returns home from the army, psychologically and physically damaged, and finds solace in a childhood sweetheart, whom he marries too quickly. Her desire for children leads to the discovery that he is infertile - another failing. He accedes to her demands for infertility treatment, but the stress of it eventually leads to their marriage breakdown. Homeless and jobless, the only person he can think of to go to is Will.
After an explosive start, an act of courage by Will, now Billie, leads them to mutual accommodation of Will/Billie’s transformation, but also Tom’s continuing confusion with it and his feelings about Billie. Their relationship is gradually re-built, but the format changes as much as Billie does. For the first time Tom is able to examine his own vulnerabilities without being judged against the harsh criteria of the male world he is used to. Will/Billie’s experiences of ostracism, self-doubt, taunts and prejudice mirror Tom’s growth in self-respect, acceptance and finding an assured place in society. Their growing closeness and the disturbing emotions it awakens in Tom are brought to a summary conclusion when his wife reappears, threatening blackmail and public humiliation for both of them, as well as putting Billie’s hard-won imminent surgical treatment at risk. The accident that follows forces the relationship into sharp focus as Tom has to decide if he has the strength of character to face potential prejudice and social alienation in order to support Billie. He doesn’t believe he has so instead he sacrifices his freedom to ensure hers, unwittingly blighting both of their lives instead.
The letter that has arrived just before Tom leaves prison tells him that Billie survived despite his belief she’d died after an accident as he started his sentence, and encloses her diary. As Tom reads the diary, he slowly comes to understand Billie’s form of courage and the part he has played in it. It gives him hope he can at last find the same for himself. The story is told partly through the diary and partly through Tom’s own memories. Unexpectedly he potentially has a second chance at happiness. Is he brave enough to take it this time? The story ends with Tom finding the spark of hope that he actually created himself when he thought Billie was dying, and the melody between them becomes unchained at last. The plot explores what love is, and is it the gender of a person we fall in love with – or the psyche? Perhaps the psyche is neither male nor female, and true love has no real boundaries at all?


Author Interview:

What is your name? Do you use a pen name (if so, why?)?

I use my own name – Debbie Martin. Well, why wouldn’t I? I have to be proud of what I write I order to publish it so I stand by it and it goes under my own name.

Tell me a bit about yourself:

Almost a child of the sixties, I’ve had quite a varied – and sometimes disconcerting - life until now, but it has always been interesting!
I’m widowed and have two teenage daughters who I’ve brought up largely on my own. Sadly my husband died from cancer some while ago. My daughters are amazing – the eldest, at now 18 has just gone to Oxford University and the younger is 14, and a budding dancer. I am extremely proud of their maturity and strength of character.
Being on my own led me into trying to work out the best way of living a happy life as a singleton. About two years ago I took over a singles social business because, having tried internet dating, I had come to the conclusion that it was the worst possible way  to try to meet someone, whereas the no-pressure sociable way the business I took over approached it promoted self-esteem and  a good social life; win- win, it seemed. It is called Singles that Mingle and is still running – although ironically, with its own dating site now too because the members wanted one! It was because of this that I wrote the two other books I’ve already had published:
·         Are You The One? – a humorous look at internet dating.
·         The Strategy – ways of meeting people appropriate to you in terms of dating and sociability.
After that I got the writing bug big time, and not only was my current book, Chained Melody written but two more just waiting in the wings for all the buzz about it to settle before I publish them too!
I now also work for the University of Winchester as an event organiser for their business networking group, Wired Wessex, so I’m using my contacts and knowledge of business needs to identify speakers and workshop leaders to meet their business community needs too, which is fascinating.
           

What type of genre do you write?

All kinds actually. I would like to call Chained Melody literary fiction – but many will categorise it as LGBT. It is only because it writes about a transgender, however it is also a love story and a tale of inner courage. The next book I would like to have published is Courting the Dark, which is a psychological thriller, and after that the third novel that I have just finished the first draft is a psychological/supernatural thriller. My first two books were self-help and my daughters regularly nag me about finishing that comedy called ‘Trivett’ that I’ve written the first two chapters of …

What genre to you personally read?

Thrillers, psychological drama, literary fiction, supernatural, crime – and also I love a good classical blood and guts a-la Jacobean revenge drama style, so I still often read Marlowe, Webster and Shakespeare.

Tell me about your latest?

Chained Melody is a tale of two men’s journey from boyhood to maturity. They are best friends as children but are completely different in personality. Their lives go in extraordinarily different directions as one embraces his masculinity and the other realises his feminine side by changing his gender. Their worlds collide at a time of great personal discovery, and their feelings towards one another change dramatically too. Eventually their relationship evolves into something special and incredible against the backdrop of prejudice and their own confusing emotions but not before they’ve each had to challenge their beliefs and find their own version of inner courage.

What sparked your passion for books and the art of a good story?

I have always been a voracious reader. As a child I used to work my way along the shelves at the local library – a bit like a locust! I would come home with an armful of books and have finished them all within days and be champing at the bit to go back for more. I developed a love of literature per se at school and that lead me to university to study English and Fine Art – my two passions by then. I still love going to the theatre and visiting art galleries when I get the chance.

Is there a particular book that changed or affected your life in a big way?

There are many books that have had a lasting effect on me. Enid Blyton’s Famous Fives were probably the first major influence in getting me hooked on reading the next and the next and the next as quickly as possible. Shakespeare was a revelation when I started reading and understanding the skill of the writer in my teens. At university, I was struck by the drama and spectacle of the Jacobean tragedians but also knocked sideways by the punchiness of controversial writing like Selby’s ‘Last Exit to Brooklyn’, yet I also love the epic other- worldliness of Tolkien. I would say overall that there are so many influences it would be difficult to lay the blame for my writing now on any specific one of them! 

Is there a message in your book that you want readers to grasp?

Why did I write Chained Melody, as I’m not gay, transvestite or transsexual? Because after discussing with my older daughter how Twelfth Night was one of the earliest plots to include gender confusion as an issue, I realised that it was a very serious and distressing issue, yet one that barely gets any really empathetic airtime. Much of the LGBT type fiction is blatantly erotica and I wanted to write an account that led non-transgender people to understand it as a serious issue, not a tacky joke. ‘Trannies’ are usually figures of fun, not sympathy. I hate prejudice and closed-mindedness, so I set out to write something that spanned a wide range of difficult situations including transsexualism, and get the reader rooting for the two main characters, who experienced these dilemmas, despite the fact that one was transsexual and they would therefore not normally be regarded as the hero(ine).


What challenges have you faced in your writing career?

Getting published is a continual issue for all writers. I lost all faith in the traditional system after meeting a range of publishers and agents at a literary conference last year via the university I now work for, and realising how blasé and dismissive they were of debut writers in their search for the next ‘Fifty shades of…’ money spinner. Literature should be about great writing not great piles of cash (even though we’d like some of it …)

What has been your best moment as a writer?

I suppose it has to be the time I held the first printed book in my hand and thought – ‘this is mine!’ There is a family photo of me with a grin bigger than the Cheshire Cat’s holding it up. Classic!

Who is your author idol?

P D James. I heard her speak at a writers group meeting I hd the privilege to go to last year and at over 90, she is still sharp, charming, interesting, relevant and a brilliant speaker as well as writer. Please may I be as quick-witted and skilled in my nineties!

Do you see yourself in any of your characters?

Yes, unfortunately. I think we always write a little of what and who we know into our characters – whether we intend to or not. Art has to imitate life as it’s the only way we’ve gained enough experience to w be able to write. However, now when I write a character, I am writing characteristics I am aware of – and how they determine or influence the characters behaviour and decisions, rather than copy-catting people I’ve met or known. Writing is also a rather good way of examining those elements I yourself and others and using that to work out why we do things to, so there’s always some self-analysis going on in any writing, I think.

Do you feel like your dream has come true or is there much more to do?

Well, a dream has come true in the sense that I have written and been published three times – and that is amazing for me, but it’s just the first step along the way. I still have so much more to write, I don’t quite know where to start…

What does your workspace look like?

It’s my dining room table – littered with bits of paper, my laptop, a cup of coffee and the biscuit tin, unless I’m feeling virtuous or on a diet. On the floor, where I will fall over her as soon as I get up, is my daft retriever called Rosie – who actually has a bit-part in ‘Trivett’, when I get round to finishing it.

Have you ever had a day when you just wanted to quit?

No. I’ve had days when I’ve wondered why I was doing it as getting published is often so hard to achieve, and then the love of writing – and the need to do it, kicks in again.

What do you do when you’re not writing?

I have a rather hectic life most of the time, being a single mum, and also working and running my own business so I always tend to be rushing from one thing to another. When I can I like to play badminton, read, love live music, the theatre and just being sociable to relax. I’m a bit of a party-thrower, and then wonder afterwards why I did it because I spend most of my time rushing round being the host and not the party-goer. Maybe that makes me a workaholic?

What are the most important attributes to remaining sane as a writer?

Staying determined even when it doesn’t feel like it’s going well, being observant because the next character or situation is often write under your nose, listening carefully because sometimes the smallest thing can make the difference to success or failure, taking criticism positively because you ALWAYS learn from it, letting rip to your friends when you’re frustrated (– and then shutting up so they don’t get fed up with you going on about it) and just keep writing …

Did you have a moment when you realized you were meant to be a writer?

When I realised I enjoyed writing and wanted to find the time to do it.

What advice would you give to aspiring authors?

·         Try to find some time every week to write something. You can draw on what you think as even disconnected ideas at a later stage
·         Always have something to record ideas wherever you are. It may not be possible to write every day, but the longer you don’t write the more the frustration builds and when it’s built up enough I always find that’s when the great ideas spill out – usually when I’m driving! Make sure you have some way of recording them wherever you are – notebook, dictaphone, phone even.
·         Have goals - even if they are small ones, so you feel you have achieved something.
·         Have a long term plan – if you want to publish, have that as your plan.
·         Join a writers group – they will encourage you and give you ideas; you will do the same for your fellow members.
·         Read, read, read.
·         Go to some classes if you aren’t sure on technique, style, content. One of the best inspirations I had was a course at Bournemouth University (my ‘local’) – the course teacher is now a personal friend and I learned so much from it, and the other people on it, it was invaluable.
·         Learn how to edit and ‘kill your darlings’ if you have to.
·         Find and take advice when it’s needed. We can’ all do everything perfectly – yo may  need someone else to edit, proof-read, critique …
·         Read aloud – it really pinpoints problem areas.
·         Be bold. No-one got anywhere without a little self-belief.

After this book, what is next?

Apart from editing and getting the next two novels that are already written published, I’ve just taken on a joint project to write a tale about the lap dancing industry. Its working title is ‘Private Dancer’ and I will be fictionalising real life memoirs, which is going to be tricky challenge to create a startling but non-cheesy story about principles in an unprincipled world. I’ve got the first sentence of the first chapter already in my head!

Your website?



Your blog?


Other websites?
Twitter @Storytellerdeb

Where can your book be found?

On Amazon:




Thank you for reading J



I want to say a big thank you for Debbie Martin for stopping by Melissa's Midnight Musings. If you are as intrigued by this book as I am, be sure to download Chained Melody FREE from Amazon on February 14th.

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Review: Whoever You Are

Whoever You Are by Donna Marie LanheadyTitle: Whoever You Are
Author: Donna Marie Lanheady
Publisher: Self Published
Published: September 2012
Format: Kindle
Genre: Fiction
Pages: 184
Source: Received from the author in
exchange for an honest review.
Read: January 7, 2013
In A Few Words:  Fast  Read
My Rating: 3 Stars

Goodreads Synopsis: 
Are you defined by your family, your career, your accomplishments? What happens when something you think defines you changes?

Emily McGinn, a recurring character from WHERE SECRETS LIE, believes she knows exactly who she is and where she belongs in the world, until she receives an inheritance from an unknown benefactor. Uncovering the source of the inheritance leads Emily to discover buried truths undermining what she thought was a straightforward life. As the truths alter Emily’s perception of the people closest to her, her perception of herself shifts as well.

Set in the unique foothills community of Boulder, Colorado and its environs, WHOEVER YOU ARE questions not only how we define ourselves, but also how we define family and whether we bear any responsibility for the actions of those who came before us

Melissa's Musings:

This is a very quick read. The action is direct and to the point and there's not a whole lot of world building. In this case though it's not really necessary. The story moves itself along quite well.

There are a lot of secrets in this novel. Emily and her brother Eric are keeping a secret from their father that his business isn't doing as well since he is ill. And Emily is in for quite a shock when she finds out that her mother and father have lied to her all her life about who she really is. I won't give away the whole plot line, but lets just say it's quite significant. 

Along with this shocking secret comes a great deal of money. Emily isn't sure if she wants to take it because of it's origins, and I have to say that I admired this strength in her character. Emily truly stood up for herself and her principles even though it made others unhappy. Particularly her brother Eric. He was rather selfish and mean about the whole ordeal, thinking that Emily owed it to him and their family to use her inheritance to save their family business. He also started to treat her differently, which was really insensitive. Lainey, Emily's parents and her girlfriend Katie were all supportive of her decision though, so I'd guess that as a  way to add some extra conflict to the story it was easy to make Eric the bad guy.

The story really makes you stop to think about what's really important in life and how you define yourself. And sometimes when that all changes, something good can come out of a tumultuous situation, it all depends on how you handle it. 

Have you read this story? Or have you ever found out a big secret that had a major impact on your life? Please share your thoughts!

Monday, January 14, 2013

Review: The Persecution of Mildred Dunlap

The Persecution of Mildred DunlapTitle: The Persecution of Mildred Dunlap
Author: Paulette Mahurin
Publisher: Self Published
Published: January 1, 2012
Format: Paperback
Genre: Historical Fiction
Pages: 202 pages
Source: Received from the author
in exchange for an honest review
Read: January 4-5, 2013
In A Few Words: Enlightening, Entertaining
My Rating: 4 Stars 

Goodreads  Synopsis:
The year 1895 was filled with memorable historical events: the Dreyfus Affair divided France; Booker T. Washington gave his Atlanta address; Richard Olney, United States Secretary of State, expanded the effects of the Monroe Doctrine in settling a boundary dispute between the United Kingdom and Venezuela; and Oscar Wilde was tried and convicted for gross indecency under Britain’s recently passed law that made sex between males a criminal offense. When news of Wilde’s conviction went out over telegraphs worldwide, it threw a small Nevada town into chaos. This is the story of what happened when the lives of its citizens were impacted by the news of Oscar Wilde’s imprisonment. It is a chronicle of hatred and prejudice with all its unintended and devastating consequences, and how love and friendship bring strength and healing.

Melissa's Musings:

Let me start off by saying that historical fiction isn't a genre I normally read much of as I find that at times the stories can be dry and more focused on the history than the story. In this case, it was reversed and I was pleasantly surprised.

There are a lot of historical events incorporated into this novel, like Oscar Wilde's imprisonment, sovereignty issues, and racism. They are incorporated in such a natural way that you are immediately drawn into the story.

The story focuses on two women, Edra, and Mildred, who are cousins. They are also lovers. After hearing of the imprisonment of Oscar Wilde for gross indecency, they begin to fear that the true nature of their relationship will be, and they discovered and they will have to suffer the consequences of hateful prejudice. Mildred comes up with a plan to divert the towns attention from them, and begins courting a man named Charley, who has just lost his wife to illness.

Aside from the secret of  Edra and Mildred's relationship, there is a lot of animosity toward Mildred, as she is very wealthy and has a hold in many of the major aspects of the town. There are many women who are jealous of her money, and put her down by talking about her looks and mannerisms.

The characters in this novel are all very realistic and approachable. It's very easy to be drawn in to their world. As you read, you find that they all have their own secrets to hide. This paints a somewhat bleak (on the part of the general population of the town) picture of the closed mindedness of the time.

Mildred and Edna's relationship is very sweet, and very simply portrayed. You can see how much they care for one another in the way that they speak to each other and always have each other's best interests at heart. They find it difficult to let people into their lives but they manage to let a few select people in who are very trustworthy.

One thing that I really enjoyed were the Oscar Wilde quotes at the beginning of the chapters. They were all relevant and fitting to the chapters themselves. There are also numerous mentions of several classic books. You have to love when an author can incorporate other great books into their work. I learned a lot about Oscar Wilde from reading this novel. Many of his quotes resonated with me, just because they are such common sense, and yet still so true.

Some of the plot points are easy to guess at, but you won't really mind because the rest of the story is easy to get swept up in.

This is a simple, yet powerful story about family, love, friendship and what it means to truly trust and care for those around you. I would recommend this to anyone who's hesitant to read historical fiction because it will pull you right in.

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Review: Confessions of a Teenage Hermaphrodite *Contains Some Spoilers*

Confessions of a Teenage HermaphroditeTitle: Confessions of a Teenage Hermaphrodite
Author: Lianne Simon
Publisher: Faie Miss Press
Published: September 18, 2012
Format: Kindle
Genre: Young Adult
Pages: 232  pages
Source: Received from the author
 in exchange for an honest review
Read: January 2-3, 2013
In A Few Words: Interesting take on a difficult subject
My Rating: 3 stars

Goodreads Synopsis:
From the heart of an intersex teen, one who must ultimately choose male or female—family or true love—comes the story of a deeply emotional and perilous journey home. This is a young adult novel unlike any other—an authentic portrayal of the issues faced by a child growing up with a sexually ambiguous body.

Jameson can be like other boys after minor surgery and a few years on testosterone Well, at least that’s what his parents always say. But Jamie sees an elfin princess in the mirror, and male hormones would only ruin her pretty face. For him to become the man his parents expect, Jameson must leave behind the hopes and dreams of a little girl. But what is so wrong with Jamie’s dreams that they can’t be her life?

Melissa's Musings:

The topic of a person being intersex is a very difficult one to breach as it is a sensitive topic in general. The author does a good job of discussing intersexuality in a mostly neutral way, although Jamie/Jameson's parents clearly want her to be something she's not, and it's obvious that they have issues with her condition. 

They raised her as a girl until she was 9, then moved, cut her hair and tried to raise Jamie as a boy named Jameson. From what I understand, they were told that it would be easier to raise Jamie as a boy, so that's what they decided to do. Also, they were raising Jamie without any doctor supervision for her condition, which seemed really odd.

I feel like a lot of the background is missing, and should have been structured differently. For one thing, Jamie's parents reactions to situations are really harsh. And you don't know their true feelings about when they first found out about Jamie's condition. I think that explaining those feelings would have set the reader up to better understand why Jamie's parents treat her the way they do. 

You also  find out that Jamie was born with one ovary and one testis. Then about halfway through the book, you find out that these were both removed because Jamie had cancer at one point. It seemed odd to just throw that in there and wasn't necessary to move the story forward.

There are some nice quotes about not being able to change who you are, that I found really positive.

The struggle that Jamie goes through with herself and who she wants to be is significant, and can be confusing at times. It was almost like Jamie had multiple personality disorder. There's Jameson, her boy "self" who she pretends to be for her father. Then there's Jamie, which is who she truly wants to be. Then, there's also her sort of third "personality" if you will, "The Elfin Princess". What made me think of Jamie having MPD is the fact that she talks about compartmentalizing Jameson, taking him apart and putting him away. Then she also talks to The Elfin Princess in the mirror, often. It would have been clearer to just have Jamie describing experiences as Jamie and her experiences as Jameson. The Elfin Princess adds an odd element to the story.

There are also a lot of elements in this book that felt somewhat forced. The first being the blatant Christianity. It isn't brought up in a natural manner, and seems to be thrown into almost all of the significant events, which I found unnecessary and distracting.

There's also the fact that several people are just  "okay" with Jamie being a girl. I don't have a problem with that at all personally, I wish more people would be open-minded like these characters. It's just that structurally it seemed like the author went to the two extremes in this respect. On the one hand, Jamie's parents have such a problem with her condition and who she wants to be, to the point that they control and manipulate her. On the other hand, there are several people who just accept her without so much as a word. There wasn't enough conflict to keep things progressing toward the resolution, so it wasn't as significant as it could have been.

There's also a "secret society" of people from the same university that Jamie attends who all have different gender disorders. While the thought of it was nice because it gave Jamie people to talk to, it's completely unrealistic. The fact that these 4 other girls all just happen to go to the same school and somehow found their way to each other just doesn't seem likely at all.


As a character, Jamie isn't very strong. She's easily influenced and manipulated, so it was somewhat hard to connect with her. She also says "you know" at the end of her sentences a lot, to the point where it is irritating. And these were things that were already stated, or implied, so it almost felt condescending. It was things like, "I'm not a boy, you know,"  "We've only kissed, you know"

Overall, the story itself is in need of a little more setup, but I think that for a subject as difficult to write about as this one can be, the author did a nice job.





Monday, January 7, 2013

Review: The Man With the Green Suitcase

The Man With the Green SuitcaseTitle: The Man With the Green Suitcase
Author: Dee Doanes
Publisher: Wld Enterprises
Published: July 30, 2012
Format: Kindle
Genre: Fantasy
Pages: 328 pages
Source: Received from the author
in exchange for an honest review
Read: December 31, 2012-January 2, 2013 
In  A Few Words: Unusual 
My Rating: 2 Stars

Goodreads Synopsis: What does... 
A prostitute, 
A corrupt businessman,and 
A disfigured young woman 

Have in common with a mysterious, old homeless man who carries a green suitcase? 

The old man comes into people’s lives because it is important for them to experience the visions that he is somehow able to show them—visions that even he doesn’t understand. But whoever he connects with will go through a transformation that will change the course of their life, for better or worse. The old man has no memory of who he is or even what the suitcase holds. But one day he will find out all about his own secret and dark past… 

This story is magical realism, realistic with paranormal elements, a mystery that needs to be solved, and a man and woman who will finally realize that they were meant to come into each other’s lives and remain forever

Melissa's Musings:

The overall concept of this book is really interesting. There's a homeless man who wanders the streets, stopping by a local shelter to get food and a shower, once a week. While there he's connected with several different people, some good, some bad, and he shares visions with them. This man doesn't remember who he is or his past and is pretty much a loner, all he knows is that he must pass on the visions to the people they are intended for.

 The interesting thing about this is the way the visions come about. When he is with someone and needs to pass along one of these visions, the energy builds up inside him, and the wrinkles on his face start to change. The energy buildup shines through the man as light. 

Of course this special ability makes people want to be around him even more, but he tends to shut people out and do his own thing. There are lots of other characters, but I don't want to talk much about them because I'll give away major plot points if I do. The main focus is on the man with the green suitcase and it's his visions that tie all of the characters in the book together. All of his visions do come true, in one form or another.

As interesting as this part of the plot is, I feel that the writing could have been a lot more polished to help pull the reader into the story more. The writing is somewhat stilted in places. It also feels like the descriptions are somewhat cluttered. I find it odd to be saying that there are too many details given, but that's what this felt like. It just feels like the author is trying too hard to set up the scene for the reader, and that leads the cluttered descriptions and halts the flow. Instead of flowing naturally, these overly descriptive passages feel clunky.

There are a few other weak spots in the structure that pull you away from the reading as well. The book switches tenses often, even in the middle of paragraphs. There are also a lot of instances of repetitive phrasing throughout the story, sometimes one right after the other. There's a section where the story alternates between Valerie and Gerald and they mirror phrases almost exactly, one right after the other. Sometimes this can work, but it didn't quite work here. The alternations with headings, in the middle of chapters was also unsettling. I think that if the story had simply been told from their perspective for the whole chapter it would have been better than alternating between them in the same chapter. 

Also, in a lot of sections there are sequences that I think are meant to be told as flashbacks which are all italicized. A few of these interspersed throughout the story would have been okay, but there are several and they are quite distracting.

One element of the book that I really enjoyed was the aspect of volunteerism. The author did a good job of really making it so that you can understand how life as a homeless person can be. It was nice to see characters who really enjoyed volunteering and helping others. There is also a character with mental illness in the story and while there was some description of that, it would have been nice to see that issue touched on a bit more thoroughly, in order to be able to better relate to Valerie's character.

The ending itself made no sense to me. The book was so focused on the man with the green suitcase and his power, that the buildup to his back story and his whole reason for being the way he was felt rushed, and it wasn't revealed until the very end, so I didn't have as strong feelings for him as I might have had I learned more about him sooner. The ending fell flat for me, due to lack of character development. 

The story is described as magical realism, and I feel that it was too focused on the magical part to really connect to it.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

34 Pieces of You by Carmen Rodrigues is an Intense Read

34 Pieces of YouTitle: 34 Pieces of You
Author: Carmen Rodrigues
Publisher:  Simon Pulse
Published:   September 4, 2012
Format: Hardcover
Pages: 336
Source: Sent to me by the author 
Read: September 22, 2012
In  A Few Words: Intense, and powerful
My Rating: 5 Stars

Goodreads Synopsis:


A dark and moving novel—reminiscent of Thirteen Reasons Why—about the mystery surrounding a teenage girl’s fatal overdose.

There was something about Ellie... Something dangerous. Charismatic. Broken. Jake looked out for her. Sarah followed her lead. And Jess kept her distance, and kept watch.

Now Ellie’s dead, and Jake, Sarah, and Jess are left to pick up the pieces. All they have are 34 clues she left behind. 34 strips of paper hidden in a box beneath her bed. 34 secrets of a brief and painful life.

Jake, Sarah, and Jess all feel responsible for what happened to Ellie, and all three have secrets of their own. As they begin to confront the darkest truths about themselves, they will also find out what Ellie herself had been hiding all along..

Melissa's Musings:

All I can say is wow. This book is intense, to say the least.

It touches on so many different issues. In some books, this might be a bad thing, meaning that there's not enough focus and it feels a little aimless, or just like a laundry list of issues to spout off. That's not the case here. While there are lot of issues mentioned within the first chapter or two,  it's done in a natural way, so that you don't get bogged down in them.

This book touches on everything from divorce, to drinking, to sexuality, to sexual abuse, and several other complex issues. 

It's a very hard book to put down because you get so drawn in, so fast. Or at least I did. And the characters are all so interconnected, in ways that you wouldn't even think of. Ellie is the magnet, the one that draws them all in. To her, and to each other. I think that Ellie enjoyed that, in a way that it gave her power. But, at the same time she was hurting and lost and lonely, even surrounded by all these people that it was just too much for her. 

In reading it you might say that Sarah was affected the most, because she attempted suicide with Ellie, but survived, so the survivors guilt must be horrible. Which, I'm sure it is a horrible thing. But, I wouldn't necessarily say that she was the one who suffered the most. I think they all did, in their own way, each equally painful and significant.

I felt the most for Tommy and Jess, because they were the ones who had plenty of secrets of their own to hide, and they were with people who didn't necessarily openly want to be with them, or who were lusting after other people. I'm not mentioning other names because I don't want to give away major plot points or spoilers. Lets just say that when you read it you might be surprised at just how interconnected they all are with each other and some relationships develop that you might not expect,  that you'll be rooting for.

The evolution of the characters is intense, as these painful events draw out memories that they want to forget. The evolution of all the characters is significant in it's own way, even the more minor characters like Jake and Ellie's parents. It was good to see the book from both the kids and the adults perspective, which can be rare for YA books. Usually the parents are distant, or not around at all, and in this case, while they were not the major characters, they played more of a significant part in the story.

I also really liked the way that the story was set up, structurally. Each of the chapters was told from a different character's point of view. But, prefacing each of the chapters was one of Ellie's 34 secrets that she kept in a box under her bed. They were secrets about all of them, what she really felt. And each one set up the coming chapter perfectly. I also like how the chapters are titled either "Before" or "After" because I think that's a mindset that many people can get into when a loved one dies. There's life before it happens, and then life after.

I am very glad that I got the opportunity to read this book and I can't wait to see what comes next from Carmen Rodrigues. If you're looking for something to make you think, this is it.

Have you read this? If so, what did you think?